Today all I’ve eaten was one bite of a friend’s sandwich and some pasta. But the thing is, I don’t hate myself for it. When I don’t eat for at least a certain amount of hours, my whole appetite changes, and I don’t feel like food at all. I know it’s bad for my health. It just happens and I don’t feel hungry at all. I know I should eat, but I can’t be bothered making the effort. I have lasted days without eating because my body doesn’t accept it. I’m skinny enough I know, but that doesn’t stop me. Right now I feel weak and tired, but that hasn’t even made me want to eat just to feel better.